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Aaaahhh!!! πŸ˜©πŸ’¦πŸ’¦πŸ’¦πŸ’¦πŸ’¦ so much to do so little time so little pay so little hours....😣 so much stuff to do in general gotta make time for me and my dog and im waiting on my laptop charger, with 2 christmas movies, and a new pair of earphones that i NEED for skype, facetime, and tango. Maybe once i get a madea christmas and start watchin it madea will make me feel better. Im trying to get a christmas present for my sister and brother but im 20$ short πŸ˜£πŸ˜”πŸ˜ž ah fuck...so much shiz...im waitin for a package my friend sent me about a week ago now and vice versa for her gaaahhhh!!! Im SO far away from my friends to even go to them nor do i have lisence agh!! 😩😩😩 and so much more other things gahhh....no ones gunna help me but me i already asked my grandpa and he stayed quiet continuing to play solitaire ugghhh!!! Fucken fuck bitch ik its more beneficial to pay things ENTIRELY for yourself but aint we family?! Aint you suppose to help me!!! And your other family?!?! There aint no such thing as family now in days...well at the least for me anyway, im working on a story for you guys just agh i suck at writing now in days especially since i lost my shadamyness and i moved like 3 or 4 times already in a year so i mustve misplaced my hand written ones so cut me some slack on the old ones man besides im sure you as much as anyone else has got a life to deal with instead of just being here all the time if you young and in highskoo dont stress worry about skoo you got no real responsibilities yet believe me i mean you do have responsibilities dont get me wrong its just like ugghhh how do i explain this...i guess the main thing you can say that explains it is like the gravity of things i guess you could say really, and none of ya'll little kids dont be talkin back to me im 18 and in college and work so shush up and i already deal with annoyin little demons that we all call family in mine and my little cuzins and i got an aunt and grandma bitchin all the fucken time so shush it about if you give me that parents bullcrap nor is my life none of your concern sorry if im bein rude but its true and ive just ugh ok imma go now lates guys gotta watch the kids and a baby 
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Woo...woo..:party::iconcheerplz: shadamy week is over! Thank goodness! My thumbs and mind are killing me constantly coming up and writing is just not as easy as it may seem folks as well as drawinv, also ive had a busy week so thats why it was more ugh!

Oky now that thats all finished and out of the way I gotta tell you guys something tht ive been wantin to say....im done my shadamyness as infanfiction ideas and everything gone right out of my head, its been like this for pretty much 4 years already since thats happened and since my exfiancΓ© love shadow and of course me loving amy out of nowheree he says that he likes them together so we've been using shadamy to describe ourselves as well as our selves in our relationship ive even made collages of them and sent em to him...well you get my point now so i try but for now i guess ill take requests but im mainly started working on my own imagination and my own charries and stuff i even wrote a story with my OC on an adventure but its not even done yet, ive been wanting to submit it but then im like nah no one will read it anyway. But yeah thafs all i gotta say also if i upload stuff similar to the song challenge dont think anything about it ive just been wanting to upload something like that but never had the chance to and its nothing shadamy or fan like its just me as my OC

Btw if you all ask and say but oh you were able to finih your life of a rose story. No i wasnt one of my friends kept on persisiting and persisiting and so i did it through that, thenonly way i finish them is through persisitance i even told my friend that while i was chilling with her lol and also i have a new shadamy story idea that ive told few people about because well its a...shadamy whore story ^^; i keep telling myself if i should even continue working on it or not but i dont think so considering that most of my watchers are young viewers

So basic point through this journal I keep wondering whether i should deactivate or not. I mean...idk...:shrug: its just im known as shadamy fanfics here so thats why i keep thinking that i should deactivate its stupid i know but idk...it just been bubbling in my mind lately

Damn you! :iconmighty-c-amurai: you getting me in love with that song shell shocked -.-" I COULDNT STOP LISTENING TO IT YESTERDAY! I EVEN HAD IT FULL BLAST IN MY EARS! THAT SAYS SOMETHING!
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My DA Story

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Happy 14th birthday DA

I personally wasn't planning on writing one but when push comes to shove on my ownself I write this.


:iconmiyathedog: & :iconmackthehedgehog:

These two were the bestest friends I've ever had on DA...when I first started here. We were like a none stop trio now the trio has turned into a one time lone ranger...

:iconmiyathedog: she was my very first and will always be my VERY first little sister friend I've EVER had. Shes even the one that gave me her groups to take charge of :iconshadamy-fangroup: was the very first one then came her next club :iconsonamyshad: I always forget that I own these clubs but I'm trying to make them active now.

:iconmackthehedgehog: I met through :iconmiyathedog: we were really cool and we had our love for dragons in common lol

My very first friends here on DA my good ones that I'd never loose I lost, gosh how I was SO naive back then, I got my very first supporters that I still have but hardly talk to now, one eventually became my

DA mom :iconnightskyporcelaine: she was one of my few very first watchers a long with these next couple people, my

DA Auntie :iconchibipunk7231: I still talk to her and she replies when she gets the chance,

Hahaha I remember this girl, I just always keep hoping she remembers me, we hardly talk now or we never talk now, I should have expected that I seem to get that from girls, my very first

DA BIG sis :iconfoxyserriaangel: she supported me very much and we talked about our pets and everything, we always commented on each others latest works just getting lost laughing and talking, though once college or certain point in high school bye hardly talk to her now.

My second DA big sis :iconlilycrystal: she was the one who never gave up on me and me being all depressive on my first works. We eventually got each others numbers and we talked then once she started college we stopped and hardly talk now.

Wow I'm going to have much honor mentioning this chick :iconamy-360: shes my very AWESOMEST BIG SISTER EVER!!! πŸ’–πŸ’žπŸ’“β€πŸ’—πŸ’˜πŸ’‹ haha shes the only girl that I can say stuck by me through out the years even though we hardly talk and keep in mind I've been here for 5 years and been inactive most of the time due to personal reasons. At first when I had met her I thought he was a hard cookie to crack cause she hardly replied to me but I kept talking to her, pretty soon we started to try and keep in contact of each other out of DA and in recent events shown to be by my side ;) I love her!!

:iconlouchery: was a close friend of mine though when she got deactivated or permanently removed by DA i missed her I've even told :iconscruffy-stevie: idk if thats even his username anymore I think he changed the name. But since i found her again through this account she wasnt the same to me :/

:iconscruffy-stevie: was one of my first watchers as well and we got a long really well, we even wrote a story but he never wrote his second part on our espamy detective story so yeah :/

Heh...he was my big bro...then worked his way up then he became my DA dad. :iconTheSonicAndMarioFan: sadly I just recently found out he deactivated his account :'( 😒I'll never forget him...the only dad I've actually ever had.

:iconlol33333: was an extremely good friend of mine as well though i recently found out a year or two ago she deactivated or something.


Haha my big brwo :iconfaulty-pitch: a long with :iconamy-360: he has never left my side good or bad and i still talk to him and vice versa. He has an amazing imagination he has characters of his own that I personally love so much and hope to see one day besides here.

:iconshadamycrazyfan4: I cant remember her account name she was awesome! She was one of my closest friends as well and drew me something for my birthday that i loved so much with her character. Heh, i wich i could go back in time and forever had put my OC character there that way she would have drew em together and everything πŸ˜’πŸ’”

Haha :iconshadowsgalforeve: I remember we were so close I wonder what had happened for us to stop talking to each other a long with :iconbellystar:

These were my very first friends on DA I can remember and that I loved the most and still do that have made an amazing impression with me and have earned their titles to me which takes a lot. If I missed anyone I'm sorry it doesn't mean anything I promise...I'm just getting emotional going down memory lane.

:iconr-redbob: I hardly talk to her but whenever I needed someone most she was always there for me even though we hardly talk and everything shes awesome in my book :D :nod: I just wish I could do the same for her....I met here in between my years from when I first started to now.

:iconwwwwh: i know she a good girl and we talked and had a blast ;) Also I love her and her works and I know we had our amazing talks as well.

:icongold59: haha oh hell yeah! This girl is awesome in every way my very first regular close bestie I could actually say and feel proud though she has not been online and I'm afraid never here again :( I just hope she comes on soon to get my info so we can keep in contact. I met her in between the years as well

Oh pshhh! This girl! :iconanimea4321xox: she the girl she one of my main hook ups ;) love ya boo! :blowkiss:! I miss you and wish you could talk to me once more :( its been over a year now since we last talked :'(

Recently I have been active on DA compared to before and I have made some pretty awesome friends as well haha I'm so glad I have or else I wouldn't had been talking to these awesome people and some even persistent little children to getting me to the point to post things again and get me to finish all my unfinished works through out the years lol ESPECIALLY THIS CHILD!

:iconsensei-and-small: haha I LOVE YOU DOE!! DONT GET ME WRONG! :D ;P I love you so much sweetie and which we could talk more here on Skype as well :icondragonhugplz:

Now this child that became my DA daughter :icontheultimatefangirl3: I love her so much that I just wanna grab her and just PINCH HER CHEEKS! AH! I even love her hair color and so jelly cause its also partially red -.-"

This other child my other DA daughter :iconfanficsforever223: things may feel icy between our convos in my perspective but I think shes so sweet and innocent and that I have confidence that we will be good friends in time :<3:

Haha this girl doe shares things in common with me that I'm shocked and were pretty cool and on a good foot :iconsonicsis: I would have never met if it wasn't for my worry of :iconlaurynntehedgehog: we may rarely talk me and laurynn but she cool ;P

:iconshadamycrazyfan2: she koo we even be rpn' in kik she a koo chick but someones gotta watch me and i watch back! Not mentioning any names *cough cough* :iconshadamycrazyfan2: *cough cough* :lol:

OMG! She is like my soon to be best friend! :iconwindmaster45: she's so awesome! We have so much in common to the point where I'm just like OMG! DAT BESTIE DOE! Haha ;P wish she would come on and reply soon i miss this girl we have the most longest and continuous conversation like WOO! You would not even believe it and i hope our plans do come true we just gotta work hard now! You know why if not I'll give you a reminder...ahem...CLASS OF 2014! WOO WOO AND GRAD NITE!! :party::iconcheerplz:

:iconms-maggie: you is awesome girl and I cant help to think you gots it in for me...^^; i gotta start running...

:iconcuteness-prime: & :iconevyanna28: you guys are awesome and even though I just barely started talking to ya'll you guys are awesome ;)

This person...:iconrosebro00: hardly replies but is a good person and by the looks of it is my critique lol love ya doe ;P

This last person I mention I don't mention cause like I don't care for him THAT way or that his insanely special, his just a friend I barely met but his koo ;P just not the type of person I'd thought I'd bump into to me it was something unexpected I admit I had seen his art work and I was like koo and i went my usual thing next thing ya know I comment and we start talking had a big convo and thought he was a koo dude :icondagmodspartan:

None of ya'll know the real me as well as I don't know the real yous and I went all emotional here, this is MY DA story. People who i mentioned peace out love and respect to all of you! :kiss::kiss:

The reason why I joined DA was because I wanted to show my art work and what I got to offer to all of you here. Making all of these friends was completely unexpected, I thank for the watchers I had once gained and now lost, I gained new ones as well. Though I miss the old ones my friends have told me to move on and I try, I hope to have happier moments here on DA and I think for all those who watch me and enjoy, like, love, and fave! My gallery writing and my new lately crappy drawings of my OC I hope to make a new life and have a better life here. I love you all...this is my DA story
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Tagged

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Haha tagged by this amazig chica once more ;P :iconms-maggie: (I think she's got it in for me ;P) jk haha or am i? Hmm...okay so in this journal i gotta post 20 songs that i love/fave, but heres the catch it has to be each a different artist, group. Okay so here i go....

1) DJ Got Us Fallin' In Love Again by Usher ft. Pittbul
2) Words by Skyler Grey
3)Take A Bow by Rihanna
4) Best Love Song by T-Pain ft. Chris Brown
UGH! Even though this guy ain't a real artist check em out on youtube! DashiexP I love his rap songs and videos! So this'll be a tricky one....hmm....
5) Gooder-Dan-A-Bitch by DashiexP
6) Como Quien Pierde Una Estrella by Alejandro Fernandez
7) My Girl Gotta Girlfriend by Fabulous
8) Migrate by Mariah Carey ft. T-Pain
9) Once Upon A December by idk its in the movie Anastasia
10) Hurt by Johnny Cash
11) Mirror by lil wayne ft bruno mars
12) I'm So Hood by DJ Khaled
13) Headlines by Drake
14) Llorar by Jesse y Joy
15) Dark Horse By Katy Perry
16) Promiscous Girl Nelly Forscado ft Timbaland
17) Bailando Por Ahi by Juan Magan
18) Stupid In Love by Jason Derulo
19) Bridge Of Light by PΒ‘nk
20) I'll Fight by Daughtry

Okay now I gotta tag 5 friends so im interested in what these awesome people have in mind for their music.

1) :icondagmodspartan:
2) :icontheultimatefangirl3:
3) :iconsonicsis:
4) :iconfaulty-pitch:
5) :iconamy-360:

Hopefully you all have time to do this tag ;)
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What am i...

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Again left like this....i am a fool...😒😒😒😒😒😒😒i am a moron, stupid, naive, i keep making the same mistakes...πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯😒😒😒😒😒😒😫😫😫😫😩😩😩😩😩😒😒😒😒 i thought...i thought i was actually loved and not used for someone to have fun with....why am i so stupid :'( IM NOTHING BUT MORNIC, STUPID, NAIVE, A FOOL, and een EASY!!! And YES EASY!!! I FUCKEN SAID IT EASY!!! πŸ˜©πŸ˜«πŸ˜©πŸ˜«πŸ˜©πŸ˜«πŸ˜©πŸ˜«πŸ˜©πŸ˜«πŸ˜©πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’” everytime i think and or convinced im actually helped and or getting helped and i get stabbed in the BACK!! ALL THE FUCKEN TIME!!!! When will I stop being this way...even a friend of mine said it yesterday when I talked to her about something shes like you gotta admit you are stupid but you try and be smart thats why i love you, okay just because i dont bother learning nor bothered in high school and all that deosnt fucken mean im fucken stupid!!! Its just fucken high skoo!!' College is where it really counts!' Then she even said i was easy!! REALLY?!?! ....why im i like this? What did i ever do to deserve this....πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’ is there something wrong with me...every time im about to trust someone or i feel safe i get BACKSTABBED!!! Whats wrong with me....πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’” im i truly not meant for this life? πŸ˜’πŸ’”πŸ˜©πŸ˜«πŸ’”πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ’”
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